Have you ever felt something pulling at you? Like, a dog at your ankle, or a child at your hand? Have you ever felt something pulling at your soul?
I do.
All my life I have felt the pull of G-d. It has varied, but for the last 12 years I have felt so called to Judaism. [...]
Archive for July, 2008
Tugging
Posted in Uncategorized on July 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
All in one day…
Posted in Uncategorized on July 29, 2008 | 1 Comment »
They say that the winds of change blow swiftly, and that has always been my experience. The last several days have been so bad, I haven’t even wanted to write. I’ve come to WordPress, and petered around, but I haven’t written.
After the ridiculous LG house, we actually ran around all afternoon, seeing more houses.
We saw [...]
The LG House
Posted in Uncategorized on July 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So, we got up early (despite John and the girls being up in SF last night) and made our way over to the Los Gatos house. We were there early, as we knew it’d be a cattle call, and we wanted first dibs if we could get ‘em.
The front of the house was plain. Cute, but [...]
Too much…
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Add new tag, housing, insomnia, Nikon D40 on July 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am overwhelmed. Between planning the wedding, looking for houses, minding the nieces, dealing with Deylan SO being 3, and all of the other stuff that clouds my life…I don’t even know which end is up.
I am desperately behind on things. (going to go pay some pills…before I forget. again.)
Okay…I’m back.
Bills. I think I hate [...]
Exhaustion
Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am so tired right now.
I haven’t slept properly in days.
The stress gets to me when I lay down. Tonight I’m going to try my iPod and some Dexter. If that doesn’t help, tomorrow night it’ll be Tylenol PM.
I’ll update tomorrow, when I can think properly and type without getting blisters on the backspace button.
Insanity.
Posted in Uncategorized on July 23, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I wish I were balancing it like Monique. It’s more of a crumbling on my head. Less of a “balance”.
Today, Jess talked to her boss about getting a different position. And, we’ve been looking at homes back in the town I grew up in. *sigh*
I actually don’t mind it so much…I guess.
I have so so [...]
Are you kidding me?
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged housing on July 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Well…today actually wasn’t that bad. Yes, A was sick-ish. And, yes…my first day back in over a week was hard. But, all in all, there was no major issue that needed handling, and it was relatively peaceful.
Until I got home. Where I learned that we have been given 60 days to find a new place [...]
Strangeness
Posted in Uncategorized on July 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Last night, I decided to write, “let it out” as I used to do.
Jess asked me what was wrong, so I passed her the computer. I didn’t really think much of it…since I had released a bit of my pent up…stuff.
When I came back into the room, she was sobbing.
We haven’t talked about it yet. [...]
August Rush…
Posted in Uncategorized on July 20, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I’m sitting here, with Jess and John…watching August Rush.
I don’t often watch movies like this. I try and make it a habit not to cry for sport.
Watching this little boy, desperate for his parents. Knowing how it feels to pine. I hate watching these things.
When I was little, the only thing I ever really, really [...]
Confused.
Posted in Uncategorized on July 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am in a world of confusion right now. My best friend and I have been missing each other, and a bunch of Internet-drama has made our friendship murky. I don’t know what to do…and when I don’t know what to do, I write.
So here I am.
I feel like I don’t really know a lot [...]
