I wish I were balancing it like Monique. It’s more of a crumbling on my head. Less of a “balance”.
Today, Jess talked to her boss about getting a different position. And, we’ve been looking at homes back in the town I grew up in. *sigh*
I actually don’t mind it so much…I guess.
I have so so so much to say about this right now, yet I’m exhausted. I haven’t slept in two nights.
I want out of San Jose. I feel *so* called to the North West. Yet, it seems as though we’re headed to the Valley.
Worst part, living in Tracy, I’d run the chance of not only running into my bio-mom, but also the people I went to school with.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
The insanity is WAY out of balance.
Way.
Ha! My insanity will never be balanced, it likes to keep me on my toes. I so wish you and the tribe would move up this way- I really think it’s THE place for everyone, lol. Definitely don’t go to Florida.
It’s really bad, most places. :\
I’m always here if you need me.
You will all be okay, I am sure of it. I hope that you will figure this out soon.